How bout Songket? And the dilemma goes on...

Hmmm...did i'm going too excited? Maybe... All what i'm doing today, from the morning until now is browsing on bridal links. Yeah, i want everything to be well planned. It's not cause me any harm for early planned everything, i gak yang lega nanti. Suddenly, i thought bout just sewa baju for my tunang... hmm..tapi macam tak seronok je. I nak jugak buat baju untuk tunang tu.

Dari tadi i try to find any design for kurung moden by lace and satin tapi tak gak jumpe-jumpe.. Lagipun quite pricey lah kain-kain tu. Maybe untuk Nikah nanti okay lah. That when the idea of just having songket for my baju tunang is crossing my mind. Murah pun murah, but still nice. This Songket Bunga Tabur looked nice for me.. What the color to call? Brown kot...

It been decided to be on this MAY 08, after a few delay. But the exact date is not being pick yet. As Zek and Nurul (my housemates) are having their big day on early and the end of May, maybe mine have to be somewhere around in the middle May. Will discuss it with Ekwan later. How bout mom and dad? Gotta tell them... But how? My mom macam x bersedia je lagi nak lepaskan i..HER ONLY DAUGHTER... and her 1st child...

Sometimes i just questioning myself, what make mom so berat hati nak bagi i tunang.

"Mak, along blum nak kawin lagi la, tunang je dulu".

" Mak tak suka ke kat Ekwan tu?"

" Mak, kitaorang ni dah bercinta bertahun-tahun, bagi lah kitaorang tunang"

Ikut kan hati nak je cakap macam tu kat mak, tapi i'm still the loyal daughter, x nak gaduh-gaduh ngan my mom (tapi selalu gak i merajuk ngan dia sebab ni) I know, when the time come she will just accept it and give all her bless for me.. I'm gonna tell my parent this March.. Please gimme some courage for it.

Satin & Lace

I'm looking for maybe SATIN & LACE. Maybe dis afternoon,after the lunch(x yah lunch lah... i have to lose some weight..i'm Fat...) nak gi merayau kat Gulatis,Jln TAR.. Aziah kata ada promotion kat sana.. Bleh meninjau-ninjau kain,sambil2 survey harga.. I'm looking for kain for my 'Baju Tunang'... Satin and lace might be nice, currently i'm deciding for kurung moden or how bout kebaya moden.. Love the clothes that Sahrifah Aleya wore for her wedding... Putih: Suci murni sangat...

The color? Ni pun not decide yet, i love blue so much.. Light Blue? But i prefer to have it for my wedding theme, for engagement... Try brownish-orange ok x? Kang, cousin i si Laily tu kata i tiru dia lak..but sheis really cantik on her engagement. Ke nak go for purple theme... Pening lah, baru nak pikir color baju.

I got a SUMMON!!!!

Siot arrrr!!! Bile lak i kena saman kat Shah Alam ni.. Bile lak i parking kat sek2? The last time i been in there is for my interview, but did i parked at sek2... Tak ingat lah.. 28/Nov/07...

Dah lah mahal giler.. RM100.. So much can be do with that amount. Bayar PTPTN lagi baik dari bagi kat MBSA. I'm not gonna to pay.. Tapi i nak cuba call MBSA dulu, mana la tau bleh kurangkan sikit...parking je,bukan pe pun... Just give it a try...

Luckily the lady who answer my called is quite friendly... Cehh!!! Kurang rm30 je.. So saman tu bernilai RM70... Warrrgghhh!!! Melayang duit i gitu je. Wajib ke bayar saman ni? Tak bayar tak boleh ke? Does they really serious about 'tindakan mahkamah' thing tu? Saman parking i kat JB i ignore je.. Takde pulak MBJB tu kecoh-kecoh antar surat semua... I'm not getting my pay yet lah,how i'm going to pay this summon...

So Sleepy

I just get in..just sit on the chair... But my eyes just feels like to be close... I not having enough sleep!!! Ye ke? Or i'm just being lazy again...

There is nobody...Where is everyone go, ada meeting tergempar that i missed out ke? Or just everybody pretending to be busy...Hahaha... Ita and Dollah Cantik is going to 'poncho-poncho'... So they is not going to available the whole day, boss lak nak gi audit kat kuantan jap-jap lagi... So, i'm all alone in UPP7

My Tuesday Evening

It's raining heavily outside.. So, how could i'm going home... I have no umbrella, even if i do have... surely i will get wet in a second as i get out from entrance Maju Junction ni...

So what to do.. What else.. Ngadap komputer ni and start post nonsense here... Hhaha.... I give Ekwan a call...

Me: Sayang, u buat pe?
Ekwan: What else..keje la. Nape x balik lagi ni?
Me: Hujan lah sayang...xde payung,lagipun lebat la ujan...
Ekwan: Tunggu je la teduh... Orang nak siap kan keje sikit ni....
Me: Ok.. Bye.. Miss u sayang...

Sian my dear pakteh... His work load is too much, sometimes tak sanggup i nak kacau dia at the night tapi nak dinner ngan dia. So, selalu cuba2 nasib je.. Just give him a message...
"Yang... how bout having dinner together tonight?"

Usually, he never say NO. That make me love him more and more even sometimes dia la punca i bengkak-bengkak mata dan jadik macam pompuan giler kat umah. Spending almost 6 years with him make me immune to all his annoying attitude. Yeah.. 6 years.. We have been dating for 6 YEARS...

Hate it.. But love it...

Warrrgghhh!!! It already 4.45pm.. But suddenly En. Shahidan ( my deary BOSS..Ahahkkksss..) called.. Mesti pasal report yang aku email kat dia tadi.. Yeah.. I'm right...

Dia kata everything ok..but he asked me to edit something, some projects kena gak be included in the report.. Whatever la boss, u r always rite..lagipun u the one yang akan menjawab kalau report tu unsatisfied our 'pengarah' need kan.. Tapi pape saya buat esok pagi ye En. Shahidan...
Owwhhh...just remembered it, patut lah En. Shahidan beriya pesan kat i bout the report.. Tomorrow he going to Kuantan, for our project auditing... Luckily he not ask me to go along with him.. Macam x suka la gi Kuantan tu, awal-awal dulu rajin la...

Hmmm...boss is not around tomorrow... Just make sure everything done and i can just leisuring..Hehhheeheh... Love it... Seronok siot keje JKR... :)

Cerewet lak dia...

I just emailed Ekwan the menu i have in my mind for our dinner this Friday... Tapi dia came out with something like this

" Ikan ke yang? Macam x sedap je makan ikan sejuk-sejuk..."

Hmmm...mana ade benda yang sedap makan time sejuk except ice-cream la kan. Sejak bile la pakteh (i used to call him dis when he become fussy) ni reti pilih2 makan...

Nak tukar menu pe ni? Hmmm..how bout ketam masak lemak.. Aritu time i masak ketam,dia makan punya la x hengat..

Cook For Him

Dis Friday cuti lah.. Hari Wilayah.. Maka, kami pekerja-pekerja di Kuala Lumpur bleh tambah one more day cuti dis weekend... So i ngan Ekwan planned nak gi Genting.. Hhahaha.. Nak jadik regular customer Genting ke korang ni? Lantak...

We did booked a room,mana la tau x larat nak turun KL nanti... At least we got place to sleep.. As makan kat atas tu quite pricey kan, i came out with the idea of nak masak-masak... Ekwan setuju je, dah lama i x masak untuk dia kan.. Nak masak pe erk? Teringin la nak makan:

1. Jantung pisang masak lemak - lama dah x makan
2. Ikan goreng berlada ... - Hmmm....nak goreng ikan pe...?
3. Sambal udang...

So dis Wednesday nite kena la gi Tesco Damansara... Fridge kat umah tu kosong dah,nothing left.. Kena singgah pasar Chow Kit carik jantung pisang..

Drama..Drama...Episod 2

As it already almost 4.40 and Ekwan still no gimme any call or sms... I teramat la marah, bulan ni je ntah berapa kali dia buat macam ni... Dah la suppose we have to go to her sister at Bdr Putra Mahkota,as her mother was there.... Dah lambat macam ni, nak pegi apa nyer...

Dayu...please be more patience(nak sabar apa lagi...he's ignored my call and sms for almost 2 hour, there anybody who can stand it? Don't think so...) I tried to call him again.. The same result.. So it final, i trus grab my bag, pick pairs of shirt..sumbat dlm beg and get out from my house.

Where to go? I give Aziah a call...ask if it possible for me spent my weekend at her place...she just say ok. So, i make my way to stesen Bank Negara, beli tiket to Kuala Kubu Baru.. Nekadnya... On my way to commuter, Ekwan did called me... I malas nak jawab, sakit ati.. He should understand it.. He sms me, and tell me that he is on his way to me... Datang la ko, aku takde dah kat umah... Ngan mata bengkak akibat menangis bagai tadi...kena poyo2 ber'sunglass' di ptg yg redup itu menunggu komuter... Lambat lak komuter ni, ade gak dekat 30min aku kat situ. Suddenly rase macam nak on Hp... Hmmm...melambak2 msg ekwan... But this one really make me going crazy

"awak buat la apa awak nak buat.. buat la perangai awk tu, sampai mati pun saya x maafkan awk" - Ekwan kalau dia marah, dia bahasa kan diri dia'saya'

Ceh... i lak yang kena marah. Patut ke? Amat x patut, so unfair. Arrgghh...Lantak ko, malas nak layan. Then another msg coming in...

" merajuk sikit nak kuar ngan jantan lain, memang jenis x setia"

This is exceed the limit.. He the one who doing wrong, apa lak nak marah-marah i ni.. He really make me lose my patience, i gave him a call staright way..

Me: What make u think i'm other guy? Ingat org xde keje lain ke.. Asal gaduh ngan awak nak carik jantan?

Ekwan: Abis tu awk gi mana? Carik kat umah, ur housemate kata xde.. Awak ngan sape ni?

Did he tried to find me at home? Risau gak rupe nye...

Me: Watpe gi umah? Tadi org call x angkat, yg dtg umah watpe?

Ekwan: Dah awak x angkat call, x reply msg... gi la trus umah awak. Awak ngan jantan mana ni?

Dia ni betul-betul nak buat aku hangin satu badan.

Ekwan: Awak ni kan.. Agaknya kalau org dah mati terjun bangunan pun awak ingat org kuar ngan jantan
lain... Tolong lah...

He kept silence. Felt guilty agaknya. He should!! I terus end the call. Then he msg me..

"awak kat mana ni? Awak nak gi mana? Orang dtg amik awak..."

Hehehe...nampak gaya kemenangan berada dipihak ku..hahaha.. Dia mengalah akhirnya. Tapi nak bagitau ke i kat mana. Macam so easy je i nak stop merajuk.. So, i just reply his msg.

" x payah la awak...tau la org uruskan idup org. I still can entertain my life even without u"

He called me later, and we started the best malay movie ever..Ahakksss.... After took almost an hour, i decide to tell him where i am... I was at Stesyen Putra, Komuter.... He asked me to wait for him, but i acted so stubborn. I walked out the station and ahead to The Mall...

Few minute later he arrived at Putra Stesyen. Ngan selamba i cakap i kat The Mall. Maybe he don't feel like to quarrel with me anymore...so he going straight for me without asking anything.

When the car stop, i just get into the car without even looked at him. Geram sangat kat dia. Tapi dia tanpa rase bersalah try to make a joke...while checking my bag

Ekwan: Ayang nak gi mana ni? Nak gi holiday eh...x ajak orang pun. Ayang jahat...

It's not funny lah. Nyampah ade... Dai tak tau ke, there is somebody who is really mad at him in the car...

Me: Tak kelakar lah awak...

He stopped tried to please me. He drove to Restoran Sri Mahkota, kat my house area, one our eating place...

Ekwan: Makan jom yang.. Orang lapar la... Dari tadi x makan...

Me: Hai...berjam-jam ngan kawan x makan ke? I cakap x tengok muka dia langsung...

Ekwan: Jom lah...

Me: Malas... Awak pegi la. Orang tunggu dalam keta,biasa dah tunggu2 ni.. Amik ko,kalau x terasa x tau la...

Ingatkan he going to go by himself, kadang2 dia pegi je... Tapi kali ni dia get back into the car and drive straight to where... i just don't know. I tengok luar...hmm... Ni jalan nak gi Genting ni, Dia nak gi Genting ke? Sampai kat tol gombak, he keep staright...sah... we heading to Genting..

Sampai kat Genting Sempah, he stopped... Isi minyak..Lepas tu drive thru Mc'd...

Ekwan: Ayang nak pe? Double Cheese? Ke awak nak bubur je... You on diet kan... - A'ah...

I senyap je. Tak jawab pun,sedangkan time tu memang lapar giler. He get me Nugget... Ikut ati nak je terus makan, macam yg selalu i buat tapi ego kan... I biar je nugget tu sejuk dan keras...

Dalam perjalanan nak ke atas tu, i keep asking myself.. Should i forgive him, he did tried to please me. Should i keep ignoring him... Half me want to just forget what has happened but my other half just don't agree for it. I rase macam malas lak nak panjang-panjangkan hal ni.. Dia pun dah try pujuk i... So, i'm going to forgive him....( Rase macam senang lak mengalah kan...)

So when he parked the car at Genting Hotel's parking i start to him.

Me: Kita nak gi mana? Nape awak datang sini?

Ekwan: Ntah, just feel so.. kita jalan-jalan je lah...

Okay.. Sejuk nye la Genting that night. Both of us keep walking to First World Plaza. We have a drink at Kenny Rogers. Kat situ, we discuss everthing... He did explained what make can't answer any call or sms from me.. He was actually at Sunway Lagoon...(pegi mandi-manda x ajak aku...siap ko nanti..) His phone is in his friend's bag... And then he came out with this question

Ekwan: Nape la awak ni nak marah-marah.. Penah ke kalau org kata nak dtg kat awak org x dtg.. Orang lambat je yang.. tunggu je la jap...

I senyap je. Malas la nak back-up myself,nanti dia tetap akan kata i yang degil..tak reti nak sabar lah...dengar kan je lah alasan dia tu...

Ekwan: Yang, orang mintak maaf eh... Tapi yang, orang dah x sama macam masa kita kat Shah Alam dulu, orang dah x boleh nak 24-7 ngan awak je.... Masa org kat Kedah, kawan-kawan lah tempat org berkongsi susah senang... Awak paham kan....

Waaarggghhh!!!! Rase nak nangis la. I x sanggup nak ingat balik what i did to him last 2 year.. Suddenly i just get up and sit next to him( tadi i duduk depan dia). He looked to me...

Ekwan: Yeah...anything?

Me: I luv you!!! So much!!!!

Ekwan: Awak pun tahu camne orang sayang kat awak kan. Jangan lah buat macam ni lagi
awak..Kita ni tua dah..jangan la buat perangai budak-budak lagi.

Me: Awak lah tua, orang baru 24...

Ekwan: Nk masuk 25 dah awak tu...

I tersengih balik kat dia. Malam tu we spent our time there, around 2 baru kitaorg turun semula ke Kl. Mesti u all wonder what make so 'cair' bile dia remind me bout what happened last 2 years.. Maybe i can write it later...

Drama... Drama..Drama

Last saturday(26 Jan 09) Min is coming home, setahun dia kat UK... So we did planned to give her a surprise... Everyone agreed nak berkumpul kat umah Salwa by 6, coz Min is expecting to arrive by 6.30-7.oopm...so bleh lah borak2 dulu kat umah Sal kan... One more thing, as min already told Sal that she has something for all of us for our last year birthday, it make me to find something for her... xkan dia je nak bagi present kan..

So, i pun confirm kan la ngan Mr. ekwan whether dia nak join or not for this gathering(sebab selalu dia prefer i gi sorang)... He did agreed to go with me. He promised to come to me around 2.oopm as he has already make a promise with his frens for their monthly gathering(nyampah lak aku...)..So i just agreed, there still lots of time kan...nak window shopping kat OU pun sempat... So while waiting for him, i just watching TV at home(so boring...dear where r u?)... I did called him to check whether he can come early or not.... Hajat di hati nak jumpe awal,tapi hampeh...so frustated.. he changed our meet time to 4... Rase nak nangis... Nak x nak i masuk bilik, belek2 magazine till i fall asleep.

Pa'a call wake me up... Hmmm..it already 3.15pm... i trus call ekwan...no answer... I gi dapur jap, minum air and try to reach him again...still no answer(dia mula dah...) I just sms him,hoping that he will give me a reply... It have been 5 minute, so i just decide to be ready. Kalau tetiba dia sampai, i'm ready... I pun mandi lah,iron baju...blow-dry my hair...and it already almost 4pm..but still no respond from him... I dah mula hangin.. I try maintain cool and do my make-up..sambil i keep calling him,agaknye dh bape banyak missed kat his phone...

Dah 4.30, with unanswered called, unreplied messages...i rase nak ngamuk. Dah banyak kali dia buat macam ni...but this time, i really can't take it anymore..i just can't stand it... i have enough....

Photo Enhancement: Hazy Glow Effect

Tutorial: Hazy Glow Effect by Adobe Photoshop

1. In Photoshop 7.0, open a photo of the person you want to apply the hazy effect. Like here i choose mine.

2. Goto Layer > Duplicate Layer... and click OK to close.

3. You should now have two identical layers of the photograph.


4. Make sure the duplicate layer is the active layer.
5. Goto Filter > Blur > Gausian Blur


6. Click the "Blending Modes" dropdown box in the layers palette and select "Overlay".


7. Adjust the Radius slider so that the layer becomes very blurry.


8. Click OK and you should now have your hazy glow effect.

Here are some of picture that i had experiment with

Before After

F.R.I.E.N.D

What u can't live with? Ur mobile phone? Can be.. it become an essential for all today. I also seem going to be crazy if i left my phone at home, as i reach home the evening, the first thing i looked forward is my phone..there must be lots of missed calls (..so glamor hah?...) But, what is actually u really appreciate in ur life? Family..of course, does it another things more important than this? Your LOVE OF LIFE....? Another YEAH from me... And not forgetting my best buddy..my girlfriends...

Top from left: Hana, Salwa, Zuray, Jong, Ummi

Bottom from left: Wawa (not hear from her for so long...), Min, Faiz, Pijan, Pa'a and ME.

We know each other in UITM,Shah Alam... Everything started there. Kolej Teratai..there is the place stranger become mate. Not knowing each other... With a warm smile..a conversation is started. We shared our days together... Day and nite, we been together for almost 5 year..and it keep continuing till now. Lots happened, there a year...it seem our FRIENDSHIP is going to be ruined, we start not believing each other...we talked bad bout other... All is caused by that girl, until now i don't know, what is actually she wanted, what she gained from try to destroy our friendship. Fortunately, we realized the stupidness we had done toward our good frens.. we confront each other... Warrrgghhh!!! I would never forgot the nite... lots of tears is dropping down... What had happened, taught us lots, we appreciate other more and i know i will never have such a good frens like u all... Muaahhsss!!!

Meow... I Luv Cats!!!

Miki, my male Persian at it 2 month old.. So cute,chubby and plumb...






Mimi.. Miki's partner.. It have some yellowish and white spot in its hair..

Custom Album Layout Design

Say good bye to Old-Style album layout...

Playing around with the picture arrangement.. Being creative in designing the layout for the album. That is how i spent most of my free time..clicking the mouse, and move around the picture in the canvas. It most likely Scrapbooking, what we used done in school... Cropping the pictures, memorabilia and journaling it, with my own choices of colors and theme.. I love Purple and light blue...

~ One of my Layout Design for my Own Collection ~

It just another in display the picture in the album.. it might be boring to view the pictures in the same arrangement for every page... It must be interesting to have a groups of picture placed in individual page with it own themes. Everybody can design their own album layout, with a basic skill of Adobe Photoshop... Your pictures is a Masterpiece...
Have some examples of great album layout design.. (wish to design something like that)...

http://www.weddingalbumtemplates.net/Flash/albums/2004Albums/04-24-04DallasBrianRev2/Page.html

Day_uYuna... Who's that?

It have been my favourite ID for quite long... A user name for any registration, my email's account, online subscription..anything that require a username... Day_uYuna will be the choose... It ease me in remembering only one ID with one password...
Actually it's a combination of my name and my favorite character in Final Fantasy X, the heroin in the game..YUNA... I love the game so much. I can stick in front the television without moving from morning till the next day, holding the joystick playing the game. I did also name my cat with that...

Yuna: The Lead Character of FFX & My Black Kitten

Yuna is the summoner from Final Fantasy X. Yuna is a japanese name. It's pronounced with a long U and short A. It's a girl's name, it means "night" and also is the name of a flower, a hibiscus (hibiscus is a tropical flower) that can be found in places like Okinawa. she is a Summoner and daughter of a Great Summoner . Summoners are people who decide to bring peace to the Spira people , by defeating Sin and they learn how to invoke sacred Beasts called Aeons. Yuna has a large number of web shrines.