Bersantai di Petang Jumaat

As usual.. Setiap petang Jumaat, kami warga CPT pasti akan meluangkan lebih masa di pejabat. Minum-minum di pantry, Main ping-pong sambil tergelak-gelak pastu kepenatan. Kami memang akrab, dah macam adik-beradik. Buat kerja sambil sama-sama belajar, takde pun nak gaduh-gaduh atau iri hati. Suasana keje yang amat menenangkan fikiran.

Hari ni last day Am(CPT only architect). Dia kena tukar ke CKP, tak pe lah. Pindah floor je, boleh lagi nak lunch sama. Kalau nak main pin-pong pun, naik je lif ke level 29 ni. Mesti kurang seronok lepas Am takde ni. Walaupun dia yang paling banyak mengusik i, kalau dia takde, sunyi gak rasa.

ambik gambar ngan Am & Zek-saje senyum lebih2, tak nak timbulkan mood sedih

~walaupun terasa di aniaya bekerja sbg kontrak engineer di CPT,namun tetap timbul rasa bertuah sebab dikelilingi officemates & bosses yang amat sporting~

Mood Memasak dan Sesi Berangan

Hari ni secara tiba-tiba semangat MEMASAK membuak-buak. Dari tadi (start kul 11 ke atas-selepas semula keje En. Shahidan bagi dah siap-) sampai sekarang, what i'm doing is only browse for RECIPES. Dari yang simple sampai yang susah (tak tahu la bila nak cuba).

Dah set in mind nak try yang mana for this weekend. Siap dah berangan-angan nak gi Tesco beli all the ingredients. Terasa kelakar lak, sebab semangat macam terlebih.

seronok gak kalau dapat dapur macam ni-diriku berangan-

Tetiba terpikir alangkah seronoknya kalau i have my own kitchen. I akan reserve 2-3 compartments kat kabinet dapur untuk i penuhkan dengan semua bahan masakan. Dengan segala macam jenis rempah, sos, tepung, kicap. So, bila i tiba-tiba teringin nak memasak, tak payah lah time tu baru nak gi kedai..-huhu..berangan lah kamu Dayu-

~kena cepat-cepat beli rumah sendiri nampak gaya nya ni~

Enough!!

What wrong with us? What is actually happen to this relationship? Kami amat mudah terasa dan berkecil hati. We argued over small things. Nobody going to commit the mistakes. Forgiving? It's not that simple. Masing-masing tetap berdegil, bukan dia yang bersalah.

'awak yang tak reti nak bersabar. Sikit-sikit nak merajuk'

Of course lah..Tak kan nak bersabar je dengan perangai tak senonoh dia tu. Dia lambat, sengih je. Menunggu dengan setia. Dah tak larat nak bersabar. I have enough.

Whatever, just said whatever. I will not entertain any. Biar lah, dah tak kuasa nak pening-pening kepala, nak memujuk hati, dah cukup la i mengalah. Apa nak jadik, jadik lah.

~i can't stand it anymore~

'saya yang menurut perintah'

'selagi celik mata, kerja-kerja...' teringat dialog iklan yang selalu main kat radio tu. Pagi tadi teramat malas nak bangun pergi kerja, nak je rasa terus melingkar tapi gigih jugak menyiapkan diri ke office. Tak sanggup nak delay kerja lama-lama, nanti tak terbuat.

Maka, masuk je opis-hari ni i on time,tak lambat-terus semak fews project details and jumpa En. Shahidan untuk brief dia on all issues semasa dia takde.

Lepas tu je, terus dia bagi i semua surat+dokumen+drawings yang menimbun atas meja dia untuk i amik tindakan susulan. Warrrgghhh!! Rasa nak menangis je, masuk bilik dia tadi bawak organiser je, keluar bilik dia tak cukup tangan nak pegang.

hidayu: sila ambil tindakan susulan, hubungi perunding terlibat, sila pastikan HODT semak cadangan perunding, sila proses.
ye... saya menurut perintah

Anyone? tolong kemas meja & my partition please...ni belum yang kat lantai lagi ni. Do i need bigger partition? ke patut bagi bilik je..

Jam dah pukul 2.10pm, lunch hour is over. Maka, masa untuk menyambung kerja, ada separuh lagi list to yang tak dilaksanakan. Enough for now, maybe later.

~sape kata keje goverment rileks??~

it's lunch hour

it's lunch hour! No work please..

at last...i dapat mengadap screen komputer untuk post something kat my blog ni. Dari pagi tak berhenti buat kerja, banyak sangat benda nak kena buat. Nak kena buat susulan progress kerja consultants.. Arrgghh!! Susah betul duduk kat unit project management ni. Semua kerja orang kita nak kena check. Dah lah projek melambak- banyak ke? 11 je Cik dayu-banyak la tu. Bape ramai consultants+kontraktor..masing2 banyak kerenah.

Lupakan semua itu.. Cukup la mengadu-domba...

Last Night-Dinner at Pizza Hut TTDI & Sesi Lipat Kad Kahwin

At first, planned nak gi makan kek kat Secret Recipe kat Bandar Damansara, tapi bila pergi, tak jumpe pulak kedai tu, dah takde ke? Bulan lepas pergi, ada je lagi. Tak kan dah tutup? Maka kami pun bertukar fikiran, nak makan pizza and decided nak makan kat TTDI, kat Damansara tu full lah.

Maka, another calories comsuming for me..huhu..-dayu semakin 'membesar'-

Besarnya pulak mata terbeliak... Ekwan la ni suruh i amik gambar macam tu

Banyak betul kami makan, time order tak ingat-selalu jadik macam ni,lupa kami hanya berdua- baru makan 2 slice tak larat dah nak makan, yelah, awal-awal tu dah melantak seafood lasagna, mana tak kenyang-kalau tak kenyang, tak tau nak kata pe-

tak lama lagi, muka i bulat dan kembang macam pizza tu gak lah

-menghirup sup ayam-

terima kasih ye En. Ekwan di atas usaha kamu menambah ketembaman muka ku itu

Lepas makan, singgah pasar Chow Kit, beli ayam dan ikan untuk En. Ekwan. Hmm...tak tahu nape, but i memang suka gi pasar Chow Kit, everything there, semua fresh. Tapi kat sana, Ekwan lah yang beli, i cakap je. Tak reti beli la kat pasar basah camtu, kat Giant/Tesco/Carrefour memang i terlebih pandai-keekekekekek-

Balik rumah, tengok Zek tengah belek kad kawin dia-she design her own wedd card, amat bangga,tak sia-sia skill photoshop tu- So, i pun terus tolong lipat kad-kad yang melambak itu. Dah lah pakai hard cover paper, sungguh susah nak lipat agar tak lari allignment.

~seronok tengok kawan-kawan bahagia~

kepulangan Boss

Arrgghhh!!! Keje ku melambak-lambak...

List to do for today, penuh satu A4, tengah buat satu keje, teringat another task... Inilah akibatnya bila boss tak masuk office 2 hari,semua keje tertangguh nak kena ambil action in a day..

Tapi busy-busy pun sempat jenguk blog~huhu..amat tak bermanfaat~

*later..*

~nasib baik bos belikan keropok ikan..ole-ole dari kuantan~

Dayu Takde Keje

~amat tak senonoh perangai ku hari ini~

Boss takde, keje ade tapi tak nak buat. Maka, what i'm doing is only keep changing my blog layout-mmg sah takde keje lain budak ni- tapi semua macam tak berkenan.

'mana nak dapat template best-best sikit erk...?'

Pesta Tepung

Diri ku didera~sempena hari jadi yang ke-25~ Derang kata, tu lah hadiah+surprise for my birthday.. Amat baik+creative housemates ku sekalian. But, thanks sebab meraikan diri ku ini. Thanks dear... Kena lumur ngan tepung pun, tak kesah lah...

~huhu~keras rambut ku ber'mask'kan tepung~

Dah lah baru je lepas mandi, baru je shampoo rambut.. Kena mandi lagi sekali tau lepas tu. Dah lah kena mata kena ikat dengan tudung, tu pun gara-gara sebab dah ternampak kek yang korang prepare. Patut lah beriya si Aziah tu goreng-goreng keropok semua. Rupanya, nak meraikan Dayu~i like~

Mereka yang bertanggungjawab mengeraskan Rambut Dayu~tersenyum girang ye kamu semua, tunggu la birthday korang nanti~

Walaupun kena mandi semula,berhempas-pulas membersihkan rambut, hakikatnya i'm having so much delight. Kesudian Nadia & Norlin datang to celebrate my birthday is also unforgettable. Agaknya nanti, lepas semua dah kawin, bleh tak main-main tepung lagi?

*will never forget all these*

~me~the chef~

This weekend what i'm only doing is COOKING. But just love it-nape i suka sgt masak this lately erk?- That afternoon, i decided to cook Black Pepper Beef (Rinie's recipe) for Ekwan, and once again fried cabbage-just to finish it-

Black Pepper beef in Making-add some capsicum-love it

It already 12.30 pm. I pun macam dah lapar-Issskk, semalam dah makan byk pun lapar lagi- Then quickly do the cabbage and i done about 1 pm. Served the disk and called Art & Zek for lunch - 2 hari berturut-turut i served them lunch (Baiknya... :>)

Makan la apa yang ada ye kawan-kawan...

While the had their lunch, i have my shower. I already asked Ekwan to fetch me. We gonna have our lunch at Tasik Titiwangsa-walaupun rasa macam pelik je nak makan kat sana in the noon, tapi lantak lah kan-

I packed the dish, bring the plate and spoon and go straight to tasik. I'm really hungry that time. Just got ourself a hatch and LET'S EAT!!

Ekwan keep taking my picture-seronok tgk i makan kata dia-tak senonoh betul lah dia tu.

Selepas kekenyangan-This lately Ekwan memang suka amik gambar sambil buat muka entah pape tau, dia ingat hensem ke?

After the lunch we went home, ingat nak gi jalan-jalan tapi macam malas je. So he sent me home and planned to go for jog that evening-i malas la, not in mood for exercise- So, get to my room and read 'kiss gone bad' until i feel asleep.

Ekwan did called me for jogged, but i answered then sambung tido-Dayu yang pemalas-

*that how i get through my weekend* lots of joy and some misery* that what we called life*

Forgiving Sunday

Easily forgiving? Or just pretending there nothing wrong had happen? So thing will not mess up-what an honor. Hardly act normal but deep inside it hurt your own. Arrgghhh!! Do i being stupid? Try to please other while ignoring mine? Yeah, it's just a little quarrel but there still heartache, dissatisfaction, and of course some anger. But how easily u just forget it, even more you just forgave. There always a reason for everything, so do i..-hope it answered the doubt.

A reason hah? What can it be Dayu?

Nothing else: I just do love him badly. It might only misunderstood. I just don't want to fuss over that small thing. Don't want any fight with him. There's nothing wrong in forgiving. And maybe he'd not do any wrong at all. We both were tired yesterday,that why we easily lost our control.

I woke up that Sunday, and first thing come over me is him. I just feel empty, i do miss him. Called him.. No answer.. he might not wake up yet, it only 11am. Give another try.. He picked up. We talked normally, as nothing happen last night. But before we hang up..

Ekwan: Ayang, sorry pasal semalam.
Me: Iye..orang pun nak mintak maaf.

We finally laughed, and i have my smile. Selesai masalah. Then we discuss the matter. There's is nothing actually, Apalah yang kitaorg sampai nak bergaduh last night. Before i really hang up..

Ekwan: Yang, masak yang. Lapar lah.. Kita lunch sama eh..

*another session of 'masak-masak' that Sunday..*

Gathering + Santai + Another Celebration = Happy Max Infinity

* huhu..pa'a already post about the gath.. I nak gak-so here is my version*

As i mentioned, i'm really looking forward for another gathering, so when Min said she going to visit that preggie pa'a that Saturday, i just love to join her. I came with the idea of 'masak2' at pa'a place-i just love cooking this lately-and had our dinner there. She agreed n did also asked Jong to join. Sal also confirmed to join us after her'kursus kahwin' is cancelled. So there'll be 11 of us, how merrier the nite will be!!

Promised pa'a to be at her place by 6.30pm. So i did asked Ekwan to fetch me at 5.30pm. It only took about 30min to reach Kem Sg. Besi actually but the jammed delayed me until 7.15pm. Bout actually it Ekwan who suddenly decided to get something to eat first-dia tak makan lagi, sian paktek saya- who caused me late. So, had his Nasi Goreng Daging at Kg. Baru. Only after bout 6.40pm we moved to pa'a.

Sempat lagi ambik gambar-kami memang giler bergambar- Nape kami bergambar begitu ye? Saje kot suka-suka, boring asyik amik gambar tgk kamera.

Pa'a dah keep calling tanya bile nak sampai.. Yelah, kan i the chef for that nite dinner. Salwa already there when i arrived. Ekwan can't join me that nite as he also have his family gathering at her sister place. He just drop by for a while.

As Ekwan leaved, i started cooked. Luckily pa'a already prepare the ingredients. The chicken is also prepared, only waited for me-nasib baik jemputan masih belum semua sampai- So, quickly blend everything and 'tumis' it. Senang je masak Ayam Masak Lemak Cili Padi. For the while, Salwa is working on the Sotong Goreng Tepung.

Salwa and her Sotong Goreng tepung-meletup-letup sotong tu-.Kami dok keje menjerit je kat dapur-amat tidak senonoh, anak dara menjerit2 di dapur-

Jong and Wea joined us later. Then Min, Helmi and Ahmad arrived. Some hugs and kisses and i get my back to kitchen. Prepared that 'kangkong' pulak. Goreng sudah lah,lambat dah ni. Ahmad willingly to help me-huhu,amat baik- So i just leaved it to him. I need to change lah, dah bau apa je i baju i. By around 8.30 i finally had our dinner-why it seem took too long for the cooking hah?- Everybody is hungry, the boys keep asking when can we had the dinner. So.. Jom Makan!

Jemput makan ye kawan-kawan.. Rasalah masakan ku itu-feel free to comment-

Menu of The Day: Ayam Masak Lemak Cili Padi (a little bit spicy-terlebih cili padi), Sotong Goreng Tepung & Kangkong goreng: Simple but Tasty

Makan-makan sambil berborak-borak amat seronok & Meriah-iye,tak elok makan bercakap tapi kami suka- Luckily, the food is just enough for everybody. Pa'a amat takut lauk tak cukup. Licin pinggan, senang nak basuh pinggan later. We talked just about everything. Mengumpat sikit and gelak-gelak-Harus kena minta maaf kemudian-

After the meal. While washed the dish and plate, Jong and Sal is prepared the desert. That melon Jong brought earlier. Another 'makan' session. For sure, all of us will gain another 2kg that night. Takpe la, bukan selalu kan-banyak lah,failed my diet!!-

Nasib baik rumah Kapt. Muzaimi besar kan.. Boleh la korang nak bersila bagai kat dapur dia ni. -Jong tengah tunggu Sal tunjuk cara potong buah-

While they served the desert, i was in the room with Min, complaining our unwelcomed fat-ngaku je la korang dh gemuk- Then, when we go out, Sal was set the candle for the cake. Huhu.. Another celebration for me ke? I'm so happy!! Terasa begitu di ingati-terharu sungguh-

Dayu dah tua. Eleh..Jeles lah tu sebenarnya..Dapat gak bergambar ramai-ramai malam tu, all in the pic except wea-dia selalu kena amik gambar,Jong suruh-

After the cake, Sal served that ice-cream Apek(her fiance) bought-makan ice-cream lak,gemuk la ko dayu- Then pa'a served another ice-cream. Just can't imagine how much calories i have that night.

Sesi Makan Kek & Ice-Cream-sesi mengemukkan badan sebenarnya-

Selepas tamat sesi makan-makan, minum2 dan gelak2, semua melepak kat depan TV. Tak tengok tv pun tapi borak-borak lagi. Semua sibuk cerite their planning for their wedding. Sebagai kawan, i tumpang gembira dan tak sabar nak celebrate their big day. Around 11.30 they all leaved. Takde sape yang sleep over even pa'a amat menyuruh kami tido kat umah dia. Ekwan will fetch me around 12, so sambung lah borak2 ngan pa'a lagi.

By 12.15 am Ekwan arrived. We went straightway home. I'm so tired and sleepy. So did Ekwan. He accompanied me to my door-mmg selalu dia kena antar i sampai atas,takut lah nak naik sorang2- Have some talked with him, and suddenly we talked something we shouldn't!! Arrgghh!! Hate it!

*my great saturday is ruined at it end-we have little quarrel and we leaved other without any good bye- * Malas nak layan,penat dah badan ni, tak nak penat kan kepala lak, so just washed my face and GOOD NIGHT dayu.

The Awesome Saturday

*baru je lepas audit..and i'm free for now-bleh update blog*

Awesome Saturday hah? Yeah great day! The day started with me woke up at 11am. A bit earlier compared to usual sat lah. I laid lazyly for fews minutes more, not yet ready to treasure the day-hahaha, Dayu the lazy bum! The sound of empty stoamach caught my ears, i'm hungry!! Hmm.. how bout cooking this noon? The idea just great for me. Just feed the fridge with some shopping from tesco last nite. Sambal udang dan fried cabbage should be yummy!!-and again i'm hugry now- Dayu: Just get ur ass out! Get up!

Yeah!!1 I got myselg straight back to kitchen and started cooked-macam tak senonoh je kan, tak mandi terus masak2 kat dapur-it's me, accept it and love me or just ignore me. Done with kitchen work. Here presenting my delicacy sambal udang. Lunch time. I'm starved! What i had for dinner that Friday hah? Oh, that naan cheese at Hartamas with Ekwan.

Sambal Udang in making...

Itarakimisu!! Jemput Makan ye semua...

Had my lunch with Zek. We did finished it all-dayu u eat so much! Don't ever complaint u getting fat anymore please! Huhu... I'm Fat!! Annoyed? Layankan je lah...

Finished with the dishes, 2 pails of clothing are waiting... Arrgghh!! Someone please repair the washing machine! Like it or not, i squatted brushed my own clothes before had my late shower. I thought i spent more an hour there in the bathroom-seronok main air. Then hanged the wash, and did my bed-baru nak kemas katil,sekali lagi tak senonoh-

Planned to continue on my reading og 'Kiss Gone Bad' by Jeff Abbott but later found myself laying in front the TV, joined Nurul and Zek watched that Hindustan movie at tv3-Rumah kami takde Astro- Best pulak citer dia.

Hey dayu, what is so amazing about ur Saturday hah? It seem just ordinary and normal Saturday. Hmm... Ye ke?

I just enjoyed and luv the day-others might not feel so, but that's my life, i rule the way how to describe it. Actually there'll be a GATHERING at pa'a place. It what really overjoyed me. Being together with S&B, my dearest friends. Amat seronok! It's been a month since me seeing n meet them. Last them they gathered welcomed Min home from a year at UK, i wasn't there. I'm really looking for a gath.

*love to meet all the girls*

Life Resolution

4.50pm... Yeah, another 1omin, and i can be home. What a tiring, packed and tight day. It only for now, i'm able to sit calmly here in my own space-without any distraction:please ignore all the phone call, i have enough works for today. Checked the mail box, read the emails and update the blog-i'm addicted with this thing-even there nothing to write out actually-

I'm officially 25 today,while tried to sleep and end my day last night, i thought of this, what i'm gonna do this year? But need to check what i had done first...

What have i done last year? A quick check (that still captured in my mind):

(Dayu: sure eh, it not a waste??)

- An additional list to the monthly installment- WQQ 7905 (first car at 24)
- successfully save 20% of my monthly pay to ASB-bangga siot-It's not easy to make me go to bank and fill in that ASB blue form
- 2 new hairdo- 1st, the curl for new life as goverment servant, and straight the hair for hari raya. I really need new hairdo!!
- buy me a new mp4, and 2 new phones
- have a lots of new baju kurung (Bosan!! Keje govt kena pakai baju kurung tiap hari)
- Apply for Maybank Credit card-Selamat datang ke dunia 'Hutang Piutang'

What else.. *think*think*...

- shopping for every months
- spent lots on things that actually is not important
- Hah!! Attend lots of interviews-but none is success-Huahauhau-
- visit Genting as it just next door
- gain more weight...Arrgghhh!!!!-hate it-really need to lose some weight

Nothing more, can't remember it all.. Conclusion: I think i spent the year wisely. There might be nothing to be proud of, but it's just okay for me. I can't have everything i wish for, it will never just popped front of me.

For the becoming next year, i not sure yet, what i'm really want. Yeah, what i'm really concern for now is, my relationship with Ekwan. Hopefully, what had be planned will just happened as what it wish for~please~

~Dayu: Be More Patience, Save some More, Spent Less~

*please flatten your tummy*-Arrrgghhh!!!!

It's Really Surprise Me

The Cake - Creamy Chocolate (so yummy)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAYU

Thanks you for the lunch treats! I'm really not expecting for all the surprise. Terharunya.. Thanks ye semua.. Seronok betul lunch hari ni, kecoh KFC tu kita buat, korang kan memang macam tu, asal berkumpul sikit... Berborak tak tengok kiri-kanan dah...

Hidayu's Surprise Party Organizer:
The Girl: Zu, Niza, Ita, Zek, Kak Ani & Nadia dan En. Abu ( our Y.B)

Konon2 Zek punya beriya ajak+suruh+minta teman dia gi SOGO, nak beli handbag untuk barang hantaran dia, nak singgah ATM jap nak amik duit. Selalu kalau nak gi SOGO, mesti makan lepas balik, tapi kali ni nak makan dulu, kat KFC lak tu (dia kan on diet).

Sekali sampai kat KFC, semua orang dah duduk kat meja. Lilin kat kek pun dah nyala. Arrgghhh!! That for me ke? So touching, Malu pun ada gak, yelah KFC tu punya la ramai orang time lunch kan..

But indeed, i'm really happy. Being celebrated with friends. A good start for new age. So, ignored those around. They asked me to make a wish, but i really can't. I just blew the candle, and thanks them for all the treat and surprise. Snap pictures and let eat!!

Ye.. Makan ye..

Hiruk-pikuk KFC tu dibuatnya, semua sebab 2 makhluk ni punya angkara, di tambah oleh Si Dol, makin la haru. Nasib baik takde yang tercekik.

I'm so Happy! My day is full of Joy with Great People Around!!

~me~ 25

Today is 21 Feb 08... I'm 25. Another year in life have been through successfully. So many happened when i was 24; Graduated from UITM, got the offer from JKR (just 2 month after i leaved UiTM, tak sakit-sakit kepala jadik 'penganggur terhormat'). I'm feel so blessed, how lucky i am. The life seemed to be perfect when i was at 24.

Me (24 years ago): En. Abdullah & Pn. Hamidah 1st child, their only daughter.

Wishing from a friends keep coming, started from the midnight (how hardly me to sleep last nite), but it joy me. With Ekwan sent me the video of him sang me birthday wish, it made me laughed loud in the middle of night-so funny ok.

And until this noon, wishes and messages still coming. Thanks so much my dearest friends.

Just love all of You!!

Dare to Zoom In?

It Ekwan who gave me the pic. We were on our way to have our dinner at NZ, Wangsa Maju (that where we decided at first). While driving..

Ekwan: Ayang, awak nak tengok gambar hantu tak?
Me: Hah? Mana? Dalam phone awak ke? - sambil terus amik his phone, browse kat gallery, and found it.

Ekwan: Kalau takut, tak yah la tengok, kang tak tido malam awak kang
Me: Takut sgt ke?

Dah bukak pun the picture, tapi tak nampak pape. Kena zoom dulu. Ekwan lak macam menakut-nakutkan i, tak jadik la i nak zoom in gambar tu.

Me: Awak dah tengok ke yang? Takut sangat ke? Betul la hantu? Ke photoshop je?
Ekwan: Orang tengok dah. Real tu, tak photoshop lagi.

Hmm...sebab tak berani nak tengok, i just bluetooth the pic to my phone. And this morning, saje ter'ingin' nak post kat sini. So, sape2 yang berani..bleh la click at the picture and zoom in.. (Dayu takut)

Dah zoom, tengok kat atas kepala bomba yang paling kiri tu... kat dalam tunnel tu..

Tanpa Mereka.. Dapat kah ku Harungi Hidup ini..

Ceehhh!!! Title punya la 'gedik', ala-ala menusuk kalbu gitu.. (Dayu tengah layan jiwang ni). Takde lah..baca blog org lain, tengok they all post gambar dulu2, zaman jadik student, zaman tengah slim.. Hati ku ini juga terdetik untuk berbuat demikian.. Maka ini la hasilnya..

Start with, Friends yang amat banyak sama-sama bersusah payah kat UiTM dulu..

(L-R) Faizah~Lisa~Awin & Me: Ni time kat Royale Bintang, Damansara. Dato' Salleh konon nya nak belanja bukak pose, hakikatnya.. Hanya hanya kami yang tahu. Most sporting and understanding people i ever met. Masing-masing cover each other, tak dtg kelas, tolong sign kan attendance. All assignment + projects kita buat sama-sama. Agihan tugas amat adil.. Miss the moment..

Housemates kat MAIS Sek 3, belakang MC'D. Tiap2 malam bau ayam menusuk hidung. Time ni la badan ku bagai di pam-pam..
(L-R: Faizah, Norlin, Diana, Me AND Wawa)

And here are my girlfrens, yang amat ku sayangi.. Muaahhh.. Love all the time we spent together..
Yazmin Sahol Hamid, our mama... Too much to tell bout her. What can be told, Min sangat baik, murah hati.. Tak berkira, amat menjaga kebajikan kawan2.. Kembara mu itu banyak berjasa Min. Bertuah sungguh being her roomate at Teratai 3, UiTM with Umi.

Umi (in the black baju kurung-it's mine and i was wore hers-dulu boleh lah skrg..toksah la).

Umi: 1st stranger i met at UiTM. Fist time, duduk hostel, jauh dari family.. tak kenal sape2.. Memang amat sedih that time ( i did cried on my 1st day, lepas mak, ayah ngan atok left me) and come this girl.. We talked, had our dinner together and.. Thanks God.. She's so Nice!! Kami kekal sebagai roomate sepanjang Diploma bersama Min. 3 tahun yang penuh suka-duka...

And Salwa... Kawan yang amat baik hati,sama macam Min. Terlalu baik hingga ramai yang amik kesempatan kat dia. Penat kami nasihat.. Dan dia lah Ms. Organizer..pape reunion sekarang ni Sal yang uruskan, nak celebrate pape semua Sal punya keje.. Bagitau je, nanti dia akan call semua orang dan make sure everybody is there...

Just love Salwa in short hair, tapi Sal tetap maintain comel+cute+most adorable nice girl, tak kira la macam ne pun rambut dia.








S&B Group's Members:

At the back: Hana, Sal & Pa'ah
Front Row: Me, Zuray, Faizah & Min

On our 'Cuti-cuti Malaysia' at Pangkor. Celebrate penamat kami menjadi student di FKA, UiTM. Tiring 5 years, but most unforgetable. Rase nak blaja semula la...

*Arrgghhh!!! Laptop ku rosak.. So tak banyak gambar time diploma yang dapat di upload. Later.. Pasti!!

With Suhaila, well known and called as Jong. Dia yang suruh panggil dia macam tu. Dari SMTTP lagi dah berkwan ngan jong ni.
Orang selalu kata muka dia sama ngan Salwa, ye ke? Macam tak pun.. Tapi dua-dua comel..(hidup ku di kelilingi umat-umat yang comel-comel belaka)

Pijan: time diploma dulu, dia lah tempat mengadu domba.. Pijan tak sambung degree, tapi kami tetap keep in touch.. Miss her so much! Nak jumpa Pijan gi airport...

Actually banyak lagi insan-insan yang amat penting dalam hidup ni, tapi tak berkemampuan nak include semua in one post. Next time la,lagipun laptop rosak kan (diriku kekurangan sumber).

Later..

Arrgghhh!!!! Anda Terkena Panggilan Hangit!!! Bodoh!!

Aarrgghhh!!! Tak sukanya!! Kena main arini. Tak bermanfaatnya Aziah (my housemate and sleepmate - dia tido sebelah i every nite). Arrgghh (I menjerit, satu level dengar agaknya). Siap ko kat umah nanti. Malu nya!! Mesti kena gelak satu rumah malam nanti.

Eeiii.. Geram sungguh rasa hati!!! Tipah tertipu!! Macam mana lah boleh tertipu ni??? Rasa nak je cekik2 si Aziah tu.

What make me think that KPKT (Kem. Perumahan & Kerajaan Tmptn) will give me a call and called me for the 2nd interview, sedangkan derang dah announced the result kat their website. Aarrrgghh!!! Rasa nak sorok muka kat dalam baju lah... Malu seyy...

Malu.. Malu.. Sungguh Malu... (siap ko ciah..)

Mom and her Requirements

Last Chinese New Year i got a chance to talk with my mom about our (that are me&Ekwan) plan to get enggage this May. Punya lah, bersusah-payah nak mencarik waktu yang sesuai. So bile dah dapat peluang, i pun just luahkan keinginan kami berdua tu. Before ni, mom is not so agreed me getting engage at this age(dia tak sanggup nak lepaskan anak dara dia ni lagi kot) but this time, mom macam setuju je. But she did come with fews question:

Mak: Kalau nak tunang bulan 5 ni, nak tunang baper lama?
Me: Setahun kot... Kalau boleh cepat,cepat kan...

Mak i diam jap sambil terus melipat baju.

Mak: Tak payah la lama-lama. 2-3 bulan cukup lah.
Me: Hah..mana sempat mak nak kumpul duit nak buat majlis tu..
Mak: Kalau macam tu, tak payah tunang dulu. Kumpul duit dulu, tahun depan selesaikan semua dalam sehari. Ok?
Me: Macam tu ke? Macam tak seronok je mak. Nak gak jadik tunang orang.

Mak: Ngada-ngada lah ko. Apa bezanya sekarang... Bukan pe, korang sama-sama kat KL, mak risau lah. Kalau ko kat JB, Ekwan kat KL.. Korang nak tunang 3 tahun pun mak tak kisah...

Chiiaattt!!! Gitu pulak dah. Sekarang ni dia tak risau ke? Agaknya mesti mak i redha je kan sekarang ni.

Mak: Lagi satu, kalau betul nak tunang. Suruh family Ekwan datang merisik dulu. Kalau taknak, buat yang macam mak cakap tadi. Semua setel tahun depan. Senang cerita....

Gitu la pulak syaratnya mak aku ni. Nampak gayanya, kenalah ikut apa yang my mom cadangkan tu. 2008 ni kumpul lah duit banyak2, tahun depan kita langsungkan semua in a day..

Weekend Summary

Friday Late Nite Movie

I was sick that weekend. Mungkin sebab bersejuk, tengok CJ7 malam Jumaat tu. Elok-elok dah nak baik demam, kena berselimut kat rumah.

Ekwan tak sudah-sudah suruh i amik gambar pandang tempat lain... Iskkk..Tak reti lah

Nasib baik CJ7 ni menepati piawaian citarasa kami. Gelak tak ingat, tapi bile bab sediah.. Dengan tak disangka-sangka air mata slow je mengalir. Ke sebab mengantuk sebenarnya? Dah la Ekwan kena keje that Saturday, maka abis je movie, straightway went home. Around 3am sampai umah, masuk bilik terus tido.

Saturday + Sunday FEVER.

Kali ni demam i macam susah sangat nak baik. Sabtu tu punya la lambat bangun, around 2 baru i sedar,penat sangat kot. Bangun-bangun basuh baju, and had lunch. Lepas tu tengok tv, suddenly petang tu badan rasa amat tak sedap, badan mula panas, kepala pun start rasa pening. Arrgghhh!!! Makan ubat and lay down balik. Terus tertido sepanjang malam. Sedar-sedar dah pagi. Lama betul i tido.

Badan rasa fresh sangat bangun pagi tu. So, i just took my shower, buat toast and had my breakfast. Tapi sekali lagi badan meragam, symptom2 demam kembali menjelma. Telan je la ubat lagi, lay down sambil baca buku cerita. By evening, badan dah tak panas, tinggal pening-pening sikit je.

Ekwan called tanya status kesihatan i and ajak teman dia dinner. Just agreed,lagipun semalam tak jumpa dia kan. Mana boleh tak jumpe En. Ekwan sehari.. Rindu la.. (Gedik la awak...-kata En. Ekwan).

Called From UTHM

It 15 Feb 08.. I'm suppose to report duty at UTHM today (after an extension of 2 months-agak melampau). I just aware of it actually, i noticed of it and not pretending ' ye ke? i kena lapor diri 15hb ke?'. Ingat tapi saje malas nak pikir and put a reminder for it because i'm don't have any intention to do so.

This morning, while discussing something with my boss, my phone rang loudly. Luckily i left it at Ita's room. Just before that, they already gave a call but i purposely not answering. Just don't know what i gonna tell them. Yelah, they offer me the post on Dec07, then i mintak extension untuk report duty sampai 2 bulan, then suddenly i tak nak lak that post. Tak ke macam saje nak buat orang hangin satu badan tu nama nya. Dulu ko yang beriya apply, dtg interview, dah dapat tak nak lak.. Isskkk.. Gedik la ko ni..-ada kang derang cakap macam ni kat i, kang i gak yang sedih.

I was interviewed on Oktober 07. Before that Ekwan already asked me whether i'm really want the job ke? Yelah, kalau dapat i have to work there, in UTHM at Batu Pahat, Johor for whole my life. Sebab for that TUTOR post, i akan 'disuruh' sambung Master and phD di bawah tajaan UTHM sebelum i layak nak jadik lecturer. Maka, disebabkan dah makan byk sgt duit derang, kena lah keje ngan derang. For both master and phD, i akan terikat for 17 Years with them.. I'm 25 this year, sampai umur 42 i kena keje ngan UTHM tau. That means, i will be in Johor, and Ekwan in KL for that long... Amat tak dapat dibayangkan...

Tapi i just gave it a try. Tak ramai calon, about 10. Mostly fresh graduate. Masa tu, i dah about a year lah kan kat JKR, kontrak pun dah nak abis, tu yang datang gak interview. Sekali berjaya. Rasa macam senang lak nak jadik lecturer... Tapi.. Bermula la dilema membuat pilihan.. UTHM bagi i extend for 2 month, konon nak serah tugas lah, pe lah kan. Dan i pun keje sampai abis kontrak kat JKR ni. Sekali JKR extend our contract for another 6 months, harus lah i pilih just stay here. Lagipun i'm still waiting for result from TNB (HR kata by Feb they released the result).

Maka, i pun gave UTHM a call. Just say sorry for not answering their call and told them that i already sent them a letter for my declination of the post(hakikatnya, mana ade pun..ekekekek-nape lah manusia ni suka menipu kan). That lady just say okay and i hang up the phone. One problem is solved. I just have to work normally for this 6 months, and if only TNB offer me that post i applied, i will be confusing again as there a lots of rumors about my contract ni. Dengar kata dah convert to SPA.. Kalau ye, harus i tolak segala offer yang datang. I seronok keje kat JKR ni.

Pape, just wait for the release of the official letter from CPK. Jangan mengharap lebih sangat. TNB ni pun bile lah nak keluar result ni..

~Being Lazy Again~

I'm so sleepy. I just can't sleep last night. Dengan tido yang tak cukup, amatlah susah memaksa diri bangun, gi keje. Arrggghhh!!! Malasnya!

Maka, i'm being late to office this week.. Ahahkksss... Prestasi cemerlang!! Bagus. Teruskan ye Cik Hidayu, macam ni lah baru senang kami nak convert kontrak u tu jadik 'permenant' - agaknya ni la org2 SPA akan cakap kat i kalau they all tau akan 'kerajinanku' ini.

I'am so dedicated with my tasks actually, even i was late tapi sampai je opis terus buat keje. Process payment for the QS consultant (who kept called me and Dol, asking bout their invoice), check with Almaz and SAM Architect for next co-ordination meeting and prepare everything boss required for UIAM pre-nego this morning. Tak ke cukup berdedikasi tu?

Then, En. Shahidan asked one of us to go with him for the pre-nego. I dah pernah gi untuk another UIAM projek, biar Dol lah gi for this one. He agreed. So both of them leaved at 9am. And.. I'm free.. Yelah tu, We had CPT internal audit on 25/2/08 ye Cik Hidayu.. Please prepared and update all the files. Nyampah!!! Dah lah banyak... Aarrrgghhh...

Tapi lambat lagi.. It only 15th today, so it still another one week for the audit. WooHooo...

It's Valentine!!!

Today is 14 February... It's Valentine!

Ye.. Tau.. Kita sebagai orang Islam tak patut celebrate Valentine ni. Memang tak nak sambut pun. Just give him a wish.. boleh kan?

Memang selalu kami(me&Ekwan) tak sambut pun, sebab the becoming week of Valentine is my BIRTHDAY ( Here, i would like to announce that 21st Feb is Hidayu's 25th birthday). Just can't believe it, i'm gonna be 25 years old. Cepatnya membesar...

Tonight we will only have our normal dinner, but as it Valentine.. we decided to have it somewhere quite special (special ke? boleh la...), at Naili's. Actually, where it's not the main factor to make the dinner special. But how we have it. Apa aku nak cakap sebenarnya ni..? Yelah, makan kat hotel 5 bintang pun tapi kalau suasana suram, apa maknanya kan. Baik makan kat warung tapi both of you are happy, borak-borak.. I always remember this " choose a person that you loved to talk with as your life partner, because at old ages that will be the most important ingredients in your relation" Rasenya ramai yang dah pernah terbaca statement ni.

I think i found mine (by my own judgements).. I can just talk about everything with him, just anything. Everytime i gave or asked for an opinian,he will be the most critic (lagi pedas dari Paul Mose OIAM tu), he will tell the truth, tak pandai langsung nak membodek. It might not what i wanna hear, but it what he really meant.

Arrgghhhh!!! I just miss him... Can't wait for the dinner tonight...

The Collection on Sony Handycam

Visit To PD's Army Museum (23 Jan 08)

Ekwan just finalized the DVD from his handycam. Punya la banyak gambar terkumpul, from last Dec sampai lah the end of Jan. Ni yang leceh pakai handycam,selagi tak finalized cd@dvd tu, selagi tu tak boleh nak transfer the picture.

As i got the pictures, i apa lagi.. Start la mengumpul gambar-gambar tu semua di dalam satu file. Start with our visit to PD on Thaipusam (cuti kan, duduk rumah boring) with my housemates. Lepas dah mandi-manda kat PD, kami menghabiskan masa melawat Muzium Angkatan Tentera Darat. This is my first visit to muzium yang i'm really enjoyed it. Boleh tahan menarik lah pameran dia. Not the typical museum, quite interactive.

Sampai-sampai terus bergambar dengan model-model kat luar muzium tu.. Mengalahkan tourist dia punya excited (lebih tepat..JAKUN)

What is so amazing bout the tank... Ekwan keep asking me to take his pictures with all the tank displayed there... (Snap je lah..Kang merajuk)

Another Visit to Genting Highlands ( 15 Dec 07)

Without any reason, we once again spent (or the right term to use is wasting) our time in Genting. Maybe that time, we thought that it been long since our last 'jalan-jalan'. Furthermore, we just got our Myvi kan, saje nak test power Myvi panjat bukit Genting tu. We were there the whole day, from day to night.

Photo Session: Celebrating Myvi's Victory for being able reach the top of Genting

Pictures are taken as it our 1st time there...

Tak larat dah lah nak upload semua pictures.. What can be told and concluded here is: We just love to wandering around (to the same places..Ahakss), wasting time and money. Takdelah membazir mana. Alah, saje spent the 'quality time' together.. Sangat...

That make me LOVE him Much more

This morning Ekwan keep messaging me.. Earliest at 8.00 am he gave me a call.. Just for checking wheter i'm well and able to go for work or not... As i already wake up and on my way to work, he hang up the phone with fews reminder

1. Jalan elok-elok, jangan dok main Hp je sambil jalan.. bahaya
2. Jangan lupa breakfast, makan ubat lepas tu
3. Minum air masak banyak-banyak

Banyak lak pesanan dia pagi ni. I was quite late this morning, overslept. Hajat dihati nak je amik EL(emergency leave) but when the thought of that tonnes of works on my desk cross over me, pergi gak keje(berdedikasi sungguh).

Sampai opis around 8.15 am(Just 15 min late). Tapi baru je duduk, En Shahidan dah called. Nak discuss about all our projects in SKALA. Terus gi jumpe dia and 3 of us have discussion for about an hour. Some interruption from the contractor (tak sabar-sabar, tiap2 hari dtg jumpa boss aku..meluat dah dia tgk muka korang) I just managed to get out from boss room by 10 am.

When checked my phone, there fews messages from Ekwan. He checked on me...
Dah makan ubat belum pagi ni?
Pening kepala lagi ke? Perut camne, ok dah?

I replied the msg and let him know for the late reply. For make him stop asking some more question, i just told him i already had my breakfast and took all those pills walaupun hakikatnya setitis air pun tak lalu lagi kat tekak i pagi ni.

He seem to be more caring on me last night, layan je semua permintaan i. And what he done this morning, how he concerns on me, that make me feel very thankful to have him. I can officially assumed he's mine. Maybe what he done is nothing much but for me it enough for some appreciation.

Us: Ekwan + Hidayu: Madly in Love

This afternoon he gave me a call and said that he's already downstairs. We had our lunch together and once again i can feel his warm, candour, and fond love for me.

I will not ask for anything.. Just want to be with him...

Last Night

Petang semalam, as my watch showed it 5pm, i terus balik umah. I really can't stand it anymore, i need to lay down, quietly under the comforter. I'm sick. Dah 2 hari i demam, and it's only after 2.. In the morning, i still able to wake up normally and go for work..tapi after lunch, macam orang nak mati menggigil kat office.

So i confirm with Ekwan to sent me to HKL that night. He agreed (from last night he insisted me to go for check-up, takut i kena denggi). He will come to me as he reached home. So about 7.30pm he fetched me. We reached HKL before 8pm(Luckily, HKL is just nearby my place). As it still early, there's not so many people. After registration, i were asked for check-up. The MA (Medical Asst) is so 'kerek'. Baru jadik MA dah nak show-off lebih-lebih. Tak patut sungguh dia marah pakcik cleaner tu depan patients. Malu la orang tua tu. The uncle is just at our dad age,does it so hard to treat oldest nicely? I tengok je gelagat mamat perasan bagus tu. Chiaat!! Sekali dia yang check i. Kena mengadap muka dia yang tak berapa hensem tu. Lepas tu i were asked to go to another room for blood test. Hah? Blood Test? Dia suspect aku denggi ke? Arrgghh..Sudah..

Ramai pulak people in queue in the room. So, Ekwan and i sat waiting outside. Masa tu, panas badan i dah berkurang.

Kata demam tapi sempat lagi nak pose..Chiaat!! Layankan En Ekwan. Jap lagi nak kena cucuk amik darah.. Serabut je muka i kan..

Sakit sungguh kena inject masa amik darah tadi. Patut lah adik tadi tu menangis bagai. MA tu boleh tahan bengong gak. Dah cucuk, darah dah cukup dia boleh pulak biarkan jarum tu lama-lama kat lengan i. Sakit la!! Nak je i cabut sendiri. Kenapa lah orang-orang kat HKL ni tak boleh keje elok-elok kan? Gaji dah naik, elaun dah bertambah.. Produktivi tetap sama, camne?

After that i were asked to go for another check-up at Room 13. Put my medical card in the box, find a chair to sit and just waited for my name being called. I have to wait for my blood test result. Harus lama i ngan Ekwan kena tunggu. Tapi Ekwan kata, "takpe lah.. Biar derang check drah awak tu betul-betul" Risau gak kalau kena Denggi,my body pun ada fews red spot kena gigit nyamuk... Maka sementara menunggu...

Ekwan kata nape warna darah i macam lain je.. Hmm.. Arini that injection area is start to bruise. Nasib baik tak sakit and i'm still enable to move my hand.

Ekwan tanya nape tak senyum.. Orang tengah demam, sakit kena inject dia suruh senyum lak...

After about 20minutes, my name were called. The doctor said that my blood is ok and i'm not suspecting for denggi. Fuh!! Lega. She asked fews question for any medication allergy and it over. I can go home after get the medicine. Cehh!! Buat membazir je darah i,sakit-sakit kena inject, tapi demam biasa je actually. Tapi takpelah kan, without the blood how can they tell i'm free from denggi kan.

Beratur amik ubat kat farmasi.. and around 9.30pm we leaved HKL. Sejam setengah kat HKL, ok lah tu.. Kira cepat la jugak kan..

Ekwan dah bising kata lapar.. Yelah, balik keje terus dia datang kat i kan,mana sempat nak makan ke apa ke.. Entah mandi ke tidak mamat tu.. Kekekeek...

So where to have dinner tonight?

My Dearest Friends

There's anything precious than Friendship?" What the meaning of life without FRIEND and LOVE?

The person i'm rely on for about 5 years in UITM. Shared all the hard and Sweet moment together, who being so very understanding and fulfill other weakness.

I need Break!!

Finally i can have a break!! From the morning,as i sit in front the computer, work keep coming. One is not done yet,another is coming. Warrgghhh!!! Banyaknya Consultant's Fees nak kena proses. Isskkk, tak buat kang, lambat lak they all dapat payment, kesian kat consultant2 semua, projek dah tender, tapi baru nak dpat fees for their design. Nasib korang lah...

Dengan badan yang tak berapa sehat ni, ke hulu-hilir i process fees consultant. Hmmm..rase macam nak demam semula la. Tak seronok nye. Risau kena denggi je ni. Simptom-simptom denggi tiada, semalam pun balik keje demam, kul 10 elok pulak. Pagi tadi pun ok tapi tengahari ni datang semula. Maka, nak taknak kena la mengunjungi HKL malam ni.

Warrrgghhh!!! I demam.. Tak suke nye...

Hidung ku Tersumbat

Huhuhu... Makin teruk pulak selsema ni, ingat makin baik.. ni jadik makin teruk lak, nak bercakap pun susah. Dalam meeting pagi tadi pun, dok keje menenyeh hidung je. Badan pun dah tak sedap. Abis meeting dah nak lunch, En. Shahidan dah terus keluar lunch. Chiiaatt!! Aku gak yang kena mengadap report-report yang melambak-lambak ni. Nak cuti lagi!!!

Dahlah submission tak lengkap, Issskkk... Dalam surat beriya kata..' disertakan bersama..' Kat mana agaknye derang sertakan dokumen tu.. Nak tak nak, kena gak i suruh technician i bongkar file, nasib baik bukan i yang kena buat.

Minggu ni mesti telefon i tak berhenti berbunyi, projek nak 'nego', ramai lah orang kejar,lagi-lagi kontraktor. Arrgghh, hidung aku dah tersumbat ni, nak cakap pun susah.. Warrgghh!!! Meeting lagi esok, projek UMP lak.. Ni pun nak 'nego' gak.. Mak,nak balik umah...

After A Long Break..

I feel so sick.. Hmm.. it's been about a week since my last post, nak buat camne.. Kat opis je lah dapat internet connection, harus dengan segera register Maxis Broadband. Tapi mana nak dapat peruntukan untuk semua tu,maka kena la lupakan semua keinginan tu semua. Pakai je yang opis punyer ni. 5 days in JB, nothing much happened. By Wednesday i dah start cuti, but kena tunggu Angah dari Kedah, dah planned nak balik sama. About 11pm baru gerak balik JB, so around 3 am baru sampai umah. Boleh tahan laju gak i lah pecut aritu, tak larat nak drive lama2 atas highway tu.

My Chinese New Year

Just can't remember what the time i woke up that day, penat sangat. Sampai JB je about 3am, mom lak bleh ajak-ajak borak.. Layankan je lah jap, lagipun lama gak tak jumpe, sebulan jugak i tak balik JB. Rasanya bout 4am gak baru tido.

Bangun-bangun, gi dapur tengok mom dah prepare lunch, confirm dah lepas kul 11 gak time tu. I terus gi depan, tengok dad tengah baca newspaper, tv on tapi takde sape tengok. Amik remote Astro, tukar-tukar channel.. Last-last tengok Amazing Race marathon kat AXN (dengan tak mandi, bergolek-golek depan TV)

My cousin, Ina and Iwan tetiba muncul. Iwan siap datang ngan girlfriend lagi( lain gak gf dia,aritu lain), so layan-layan derang. Lunch sekali, and sambung duduk depan tv semula. Budak-budak ni nak gi Batu Layar,mandi laut.. Bersungguh-sungguh ajak i, malas lak rase nak ikut, not in mood nak ke laut. Lagipun, derang nak berdating-dating kan. So i tak join, duduk umah tengok amzing race sambil main-main ngan Miki and Mimi, kucing-kucing kesayangan i. The next day pun, i just duduk umah. petang baru gi Angsana, beli beg untuk Hisham(adik i) and then gi umah Pak Man(my uncle), tengok his new persian kitten.


Saturday

Nadia datang menjadi utusan menghantar kad kawin Aneng, borak-borak jap ngan dia. Ingat nak kuar lepak-lepak jap, sekali ngan Fiza.. Tapi dah janji ngan Mom nak gi antar Mimi gi umah Pak Man, nak kawinkan Mimi ngan Grey, nak tunggu Miki, lambat lagi lah. Maka tak jadi la keluar petang tu. Lepas je antar kucing, terus balik umah. Nak marathon Amazing Race lagi. Hmm.. melihatkan kemenangan TK & Rachel tu, it make me realized that nothing is impossible, semua kemungkinan boleh terjadi. Nothing is over yet until we reached the finish line. Segala yang kita rancang belum tentu terjadi, setiap minit mampu merubah segalanya.

That night we go out for dinner. Dah lama tak makan ramai-ramai satu family kat luar. Sebab i'm the one yang came out with the idea, i lah yang kena belanja. Takpe lah kan, bukan selalu pun. Makan kat mom's favourite place kat Kg. Melayu, and went staright home. Esok nak gerak pagi-pagi balik KL, tak sanggup nak meredah jammed kat highway.

Sunday

Reached Sentul, around 10am. Have breakfast with Ekwan and Angah. Then he drive back to Kedah. Lepas breakfast balik Menara Orkid, basuh-basuh baju and tido semula. About 12 bangun semula, Ekwan call and ajak gi tengok drift kat Shah Alam. Ikut je lah, by 2 he picked me and terus ke Shah Alam. Berpanas-panas la i kat Stadium Shah Alam tu sampai pukul 5. Nasib baik macam seronok la tengok drift tu.

Then go to Sungei Wang, carik memori kad for my new Nokia 6288, have dinner at Pak Chu Tomyam kat Keramat. Makan-makan and straight go home. Time tu i dah rase tak sedap badan dah, tekak dah sakit-sakit, kepala dah start pening. So, lepas mandi-mandi, telan panadol 2 biji, terus tido.

Esok keje lah.. Malas lak rase, yelah dah cuti lama ni. Tapi nak tak nak, kena la bangun jugak kan. Siapalah kita ni.. ' Saya yang menurut perintah'

Pa'a and Her PTPTN

I just came bak from Post Office Medan Tuanku, just opposite my office. Seronok betul opis kat Maju Junction ni, dekat ngan everything. Balik je opis reconnect meebo.com (JKR tak kasik main YM,so kena la pakai segala proxy yang ade). Ramai gak yang online. Pa'a pun ade, selalu dia la yang rajin melayan. Bila dah start berborak ngan dia ni..memang tak bleh kalau x bincang pasal PTPTN.

Bila difikirkan semula, dan i amik masa dan berperasaan nak pikir pasal hutang ngan PTPTN ni, rase sampai ke tua tak abis membayar hutang. Interest 3% tu melampau lah. Dah la i buat loan for both my diploma and degree.. Interest setahun je RM450(dip) + RM525(deg) = RM975 Ni baru interest je. Tu belum dicampur lagi dengan tunggakan interest untuk loan diploma. Issskkk..dengan setakat i bayar RM150 sebulan, actually i just pay the interest. Hutang tak berkurang pun. Bila pa'a dah bagi details explanantion kat i ni,rase macam nyesal lak dulu amik PTPTN, bile orang apply JPA, i buat tak tau je. Malas lah..apa la... Sedangkan layak je kalau i apply. Tak guna dikenang kesilapan lalu.. Yang penting sekarang, kena setel kan interest berjumlah RM2325 iaitu 3% x RM15000(dip) untuk 4 taun + RM525 (degree)..kalau tak..semakin lama, interest makin betambah..silap-silap lagi banyak dari loan.. 3% tu banyak sebenar nya. Bak kata pa'a beli BMW pun 1.78% interest dia, kalau dia silap..maka silap la kita beramai-ramai...

Nak tak nak, duit dah pinjam.. Dan kerana duit tu gak, i dan almost my frens dah dapat degree, masing-masing dah jadik Engineer.. Maka, jangan nak buat-buat lupa bayar hutang PTPTN tu..

Fuhh!!! Lega... I'm not 'mental' anymore

This morning, the first thing i did as i reached office was login to Maybank2u. As Ekwan said last night,there might be some technical error on the site, so they not displayed the current status for my cheque. Maka, dengan penuh rase mengharap akan kebenaran kata-kata Ekwan tu, i clicked the Account summary link and.. Yayy!!! Available balance dah berubah angka.. Yayy!!! Bersinar-sinar mata i tau tgk screen komputer tu.

Semalam beriya-iya mengadu nasib kat Ekwan pasal konon-kononnye Maybank reject my cek (akak maybank tu yang kata...nasib baik aku tak mengamuk semalam). Sampai takde mood nak dinner semua, masuk-masuk kete terus buat-buat meraung. Yelah, i have to wait for another a week for the cheque to be cleared tau ( Luckily..i don't have!!!). Ekwan dah start kata i mental, jahat sungguh dia ni. He's keep saying " Alah awak ni yang, benda kecik macam ni pun awak nak pening-pening paler fikir, cuba rileks skit" Ceh!!! Nak rileks apa nye, gaji pakai cek, dapat lambat lak tu..orang lain kat JKR ni duit gaji dah nak abis, i baru je dapat cek..belum lagi nak tunggu cash. Issskkkk!!! Penganiayaan tahap maksima. So,camne lah i nak bersabar...

But, what Ekwan said might be right. I'm failed in Stress Management lah.. I treated a small problem as it such a big matter. Kalau orang lain, rileks je agak nye..yelah, bukannye cek tu tak boleh nak cash langsung kan, cuma lambat sikit je. Dan bukannya i takde duit sangat..cuma tak boleh nak shopping je. Patut ke i apply kat JKR for any Stress Management course, tu lah last year JKR suruh pegi, dengan bangga i tolak..Huhuhu...

As the cheque problem is settled, and my account is being credit.. Apa lagi, tak reti-reti nak bayar hutang bulanan. Firstly, transfer duit kat Ekwan, as dia dah bayar dulu duit kete untuk i. Kitaorang share bayar Myvi tu. Bayar duit sewa rumah, PTPTN (bile la nak habis hutang i ni), and most critical..Credit Card, banyak nye i spent last month.. Nak kena sorok kad ni, before i swipe lagi..bahaya..bahaya...

I'm not 'Mental' pagi ni. I amat lah ceria. Jap lagi nak gi masuk kan duit ke ASB. Hmm..teruk-teruk dan sambil-sambil teraniaya keje kat JKR ni, dengan jawatan engineer kontrak ni juga lah i mampu menyimpan kat ASB. Maka.. Bersyukur lah Kamu ye Cik Hidayu...

What?? Cek aku Reject?

Ehhh...bodoh lah!!! Dah 3 hari tapi cek aku still tak clear, and just after aku called baru nak kata cek aku reject. Paler otak derang.. Nyampah lah. Dah lah by Wednesday baru nak discover whar the really problem is, yang sampai cek tu reject. Issskkk!!! Ni rase nak memaki hamun je ni. Dah la aku tengah pokai ni, makne nye sampai ke next week lah baru setel cek aku ni. Eeiiii... Bodoh lah!!!

My Bored Monday

Masuk-masuk opis terus bukak komputer, login Maybank2u.. Click on Account summary, Hah!!?? Nape balance tu masih tak berubah.. Warrrgghhh!!! Cheque tak clear lagi. Nape x clear lagi ni? One day float pun tak jugak.. Ni yang terus tak bersemangat nak keje ni. Tak suka betul lah gaji dibyar guna cek, sungguh malang jadik engineer kontrak ni lah... Teraniaya i kat JKR ni tau, selagi i mampu bersabar, selagi itu lah i datang keje.. Tapi as i got another offer(yang menarik lah) Good Bye lah CPT...

I turun tingkat 23, (kami engineer J41 kat level 29, bos-bos kat level 23) konon nak menghadap boss jap, nak tunjuk report aritu. As usual, it a must to stop at Ita's place before get in to see En. Shahidan, but her room is locked. Tanya Kak Ros, dia cuti dah rupanya. Get her key room from Qilah, get it.. Checked some letter.. Terjumpe surat keluar pejabat En. Shahidan.. Lahhh..dia pun takde arini, he went to Terengganu, meeting ngan KPT..

Naik balik ke level 29, duduk depan komputer and here.. i'am posting all these...

Ekwan just emailed me Harry Potter book, mana entah dia download.. Macam tau je i tengah boring kat opis this morning...

~ La..la...la... Kerja...la...la...la..~

Spending the Weekend wisely

The Saturday

As usual, i only woke up by 12 or 1 pm on Saturday... Nothing to do, so there no reason for wake up early on weekend, this is the day to being lazy.. Ahahksss... Tapi this Saturday tak boleh, got a wedding to attend lah.. Izan(our only QS in CPT) is married, i already agreed with Am (CPT's architect) to meet at Giant Batu Caves by 1 pm, kena bertolak dari Sentul by 12.30, have to fetch Nadia at Melur first. By 11 i bangun, terus carik Hp and called Ekwan, luckily he already woke up.

I keluar bilik tgk Zek tgh tgk TV, tegur dia jap and i terus iron baju nak pakai gi wedding Izan. Sambil borak-borak ngan Zek, tiba-tiba perut rasa lapar. Makan roti sekeping tapi lapar lagi, siap gosok baju goreng keropok ikan lak. Failed diet ku... Jap lagi makan nasik kenduri lak.

By 12.30 Ekwan come fetch me, around 1.10pm we got to Izan's place. Bleh tahan grand majlis dia, 10 khemah.. Gold theme.. She so pretty in her gold lace modern kebaya. Lepas Zek transfer the pics from her camera, i upload the pics.. Nasi kenduri pun sedap. Lepas pengantin berarak we leaved. After sent Zek and Nadi home, i ngan Ekwan heading to OU (kami memang regular customer OU). Bukan buat pe pun, jalan-jalan abis kan duit je, sempat lah beli new inner wear for me. Had our dinner and straightway go home, penat kata En. Ekwan...

Sunday and Another Shopping at SOGO

Perrgghhh.. Takde aktiviti lain agak nya kami ni kan. The plan is only to go to Jalan TAR, nak carik ready made baju kurung for my mom, tapi sempat lak singgah SOGO. Konon nak tengok-tengok je tapi membeli jugak akhirnya. En Ekwan lah yang berbunga riang, kasut Hush Puppies yang takde size kat Genting tu, ada lak size kat SOGO. Maka bulan ni saje dah 3 kasut dia beli.. Melampau sungguh dia shopping. I nak gak find something for me, tapi takde yang menarik la.

Sempat lagi bergambar sementara tunggu budak Sales Asst tu gi carik size kasut En. Ekwan.

Hari masih awal.. Nak buat pe erk? En. Ekwan ni lagi mau tanya, kang i cakap kang tak larat nak layan. So we headed to Cineleisure, Damansara. Nak tengok wayang, as his brother already there tgk Rambo 4 with his wife. Kami nak tgk Cuci tapi tiket sold out. So tak tengok la, jalan2 kat Cineleisure, i sempat membeli novel by Sidney Sheldon. Bahan bacaan di kala En. Ekwan have his monthly gathering with his fellow frens (nyampah..nak ikut takut boring lak).

Tiba-tiba teringin nak makan satay. So terus menuju ke mamak kat Sentul, malas dah nak pikir kat mana lagi ade jual satay, tapi sebab hujan.. Satay masih tak dibakar. Malas la nak tunggu, Ekwan sent me home. Mandi-mandi and terus tido.

That is how i spent my weekend.. Wisely..Sangat!!!!