23 April 2008

the thing

I sent Ekwan lots of email yesterday as he not entertain any call from me... and he finally replied. He asked for some more time for him think over the things and make a decision. But i just can't help myself, i kept sent him email saying how sorry i was, how much i love him.. how i can't barely being neglected by him. But..he just kept silence.. Warrgghh!! His silence really killing me!!

But as what all of you had said.. maybe he really need some time for his own... So, i just let it be..

I gave him a call at the night... He answered. We talked..as usual.. i was so thankful even i'm a bit shock. He asked whether i had my dinner yet? What i'm doing... What does it really mean? Dia dah maafkan i ke? Maybe not.. Mungkin dia cuma dah cool down..

The call end up after about 4 mins.. but just with cold 'bye', no 'luv you', without 'take care dear'
I'm missing his love..his sweetness...

It really make me sad..hurt deeply..and in a glance..i was in tears

12 comments:

  1. dear, sabar la yea. memang kenkadang, manusia memerlukan masa untuk berpikir. maybe btol jugak cara ekwan tu. dia mesti tak nak wat ape ape tindakan waktu dia tengah marah. biar dia cool dulu k?

    tabah yea!

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  2. apa yg ko wat smpai die jd camtu skali neh??dasat tol die majuk..lamanye..tapi ape2 pon sabar yer..

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  3. rasanya he wants some time alone, and mak su rasa, Dayu just have to give it to him, jgn mendesak sangat, be cool dear, ingatkan orang pernah cakap pasal main layang-layang or mengail ikan? it's almost the same

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  4. yunk..
    sabar k.
    cube la bg die mase dlu tuk tenangkan fkrn,
    same2 cool down,
    jgn risau,
    die msih sygkn dayu..
    cume xley nk control emosi buat ms skunk..
    rilex k..
    nanti2 dah sejuk baru ar slow talk smule k..
    jgn push sgt die,
    *hug dayu*
    :)

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  5. hehhe....no komen la :)

    adat la tuh...cool ok!

    :)

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  6. ko ni nakal sgt tu yg dia majuk tu... kakaka.. xpa.. that is relation all about... sabo k.. lama2 ok la tu.. he need time.. kasi dia ruang.. klu dia jwp call tu dah kira ok la tu... don't push him to much or ask him here and there.. he will show from the action.. not from the talk..

    cheh2.. pandai2 ja aku ni.. kakakaka

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  7. alorrr ciannyer,,, esok-esok okeh ler tuh... :) bersabar la dan bertawakal lah dlm kehidupan ini... ceh nyanyi la pulok....

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  8. Bg masa lg la cyg yer... ckit jer lg.... org lelaki nie egonya lbh ckit pd org pmpuan... jd tunggu jer yer... Ekwan 2 syg dayu sbenarnya....sbar yer... muuuuaaahhhh... utk dayu..

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  9. insyaallah sok lusa ok le dia tu

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  10. i just love you all girl..you all amat memahami.. kata2 u all buat i sedikit tenang.. buat i berjaya bersabar...

    yeah..he will finally get back to normal..just be more patience..

    thanks girl...love you all!! *hugsss*

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  11. if you think it's all ur fault,u mintak maaf byk kali sampai dia bosan.
    pastu pujuk dia.banjer dia eskrem mekdi.takpun happy meal.mesti dia happy~~

    sabar yea.
    don't be too pushy.
    he needs time..

    :D

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  12. ala, ko x pyh la nak sibuk msg n cal dia..lagi dia suka..
    cuba ko plak yg membatu?wat bodo je,nnti dia msti trtnya2 n panas buntut...
    ko kan pompuan, lgpun setakat satu msg yg dr ntah sesape, xkan nak jdkan bende besar..dia patut put trust on you...
    nanti klu dah tunang, kawin, lg byk benda yg perlu dipikrkan, bukan benda remeh temeh mcm ni...
    dayu, perjalananmu masih jauh..........

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