saya kini adalah IBU

It's Mother's Day..

Boleh secara rasmi celebrate Hari Ibu sekarang, selepas menjadi ibu kepada si tembam double E, baru boleh rasa sendiri camne rasa dia. Selepas merasa sendiri susah payah nak pegang gelaran 'Ibu/Mak/Ummi/Mama/Mommy' tu.. lagi rasa sayu kalau org tersayang lupa nak wish *ini ada sedikit unsur gedik*

Tahun depan harap-harap Eisya dah boleh wish sendiri kat ibu dia, tak perlu abah yang wakilkan..

my precious duoble E, yang kini tido nak berpangku, asal letak je jaga. takpe, selagi mampu ibu layankan lah. tak larat.. ibu surrender, beli kan lah awak buaian

before i was a mom

never had to spend hours to comfort a screaming child.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when i couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.

I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday. I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plates were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure everything is okay.
I never known the warmth, the joy, the love and the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

*dah rasa sendiri, baru kita paham kan