10 May 2010

saya kini adalah IBU

It's Mother's Day..

Boleh secara rasmi celebrate Hari Ibu sekarang, selepas menjadi ibu kepada si tembam double E, baru boleh rasa sendiri camne rasa dia. Selepas merasa sendiri susah payah nak pegang gelaran 'Ibu/Mak/Ummi/Mama/Mommy' tu.. lagi rasa sayu kalau org tersayang lupa nak wish *ini ada sedikit unsur gedik*

Tahun depan harap-harap Eisya dah boleh wish sendiri kat ibu dia, tak perlu abah yang wakilkan..

my precious duoble E, yang kini tido nak berpangku, asal letak je jaga. takpe, selagi mampu ibu layankan lah. tak larat.. ibu surrender, beli kan lah awak buaian


before i was a mom

never had to spend hours to comfort a screaming child.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.
I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when i couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.

I slept as late as I wanted and never worried about how late I got into bed.
I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday. I cleaned my house each day.
I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plates were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure everything is okay.
I never known the warmth, the joy, the love and the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

*dah rasa sendiri, baru kita paham kan

24 comments:

  1. alolo..dh nak masok buaian ke Eisya tomeyyy...

    klu masok buaian, lame lah tidonya..aman sket ibu dayu..

    Naurah smpi skrg asek nk bertepuk punggung..letih makcik huhuh

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  2. bahagianyer dah jadi ibu..
    saya masih menunggu hari itu tiba..
    insya Allah~

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  3. dayu, kite nie belum la ada anak lagi...
    tapi, penah baca kat mana ntah...cuba elakkan dari tido kan anak dalam buaian...sbb,baby nie...badan dia sume lembut kan...jadi,takut terkuat buai...bole jadi hentakan kat kepala baby nie...

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  4. dayu, kite nie belum la ada anak lagi...
    tapi, penah baca kat mana ntah...cuba elakkan dari tido kan anak dalam buaian...sbb,baby nie...badan dia sume lembut kan...jadi,takut terkuat buai...bole jadi hentakan kat kepala baby nie...

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  5. skrg lebih memahami kan biler dh jd ibu..baby eisya yg tomei dh shat dr jaundis ker?

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  6. syok kan dah dpt tittle tu :)

    baby na pun tido nk org ulik je..
    last2 na msukkn dia dlm buai..
    lena tido..hehe

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  7. Indah sangat poem tu Dayu. Aishah rasa nak nangis. I don't know why. Maybe sebab hasrat tak tercapai itu hari, atau, akan tercapai tak lama lagi.

    "I never knew that I could love someone so much."

    Boleh Aishah tahu? Sama tak perasaan sayang mendalam terhadap baby tu, sama macam kita sayang ayah budak tu?

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  8. dayu seronoknye da jadi ibu!! warghhh x sabarnye la.. eisya da makin comel ye:P

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  9. Happy Mother's Day, Dayu!

    Dah mcm Kaisya je. Ibu dia tak larat tepuk-tepuk so belikan je buaian. dapatlah rehat sikit tangan ibu dia ni. hehe.

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  10. baby mmg bila tiba masanya dia akan demand nak buai ye
    oohh... ikutkan hati mmg tak nak ajar dia guna buaian, susah kan nak ke mana-mana nanti
    lagipun dr segi kesihtan mmgg tak bape elok lagipun
    maka, selagi mampu.. layan kan la
    sebab dia masih blum smpai tahap maksima lagi ni, masih paham lagi kemampuan ibu dia

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  11. so touching kan?
    cam x caye pun ada.

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  12. makin comel si kecik nie...geram :)

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  13. hepi mothers day dayu..sama nasib la kita..si jef pon wat bodo je ms hr ahad aritu..penat dok bg hint tp dia wat xtau je.emm mya pon kekadang tu ngada gak nk tido dipangku.tp skrg ni mostly dia suka golek2 atas katil je

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  14. alololo..tomei2 eisya..selamat hari ibu dayu..taun ni dapat merasa dah kan...best kan jadi ibu??

    dah pandai ape budak tecit tuh...nad nak g kg melayu xsempat2 lagi...ade je mission tiap2 mggu...persediaan nak raya...hehe

    dayu, besday hazim bulan nih dtg ek...nad buat on29th of may kol 4ptg..dah abis pantang lum?

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  15. Dayu, congratz...sorry lambat wish. sy adalah sgt bz...huhu..best eh jd ibu? ni nak kene usaha lebih ni...hehehehe

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  16. Happy Mothers Day Dayu..

    Tk saba nk kendong baby mcm dayu... Skrg ni my pregnancy dh sampai stage tk larat2 dah...

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  17. selamat hari ibu juga buat kalian smua. bg yg sedang menunggu, sabar ye. nikmat yg satu ni pasti akan kamu miliki. cepat ngan lambt je..

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  18. beshnyeeeee!!
    selamat hari ibu dayu!

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  19. memang..
    bila dah jadi ibu..
    baru tau sebenarnya hati mak kita..
    kita akan rasa sedih sangat yang dulu kita penah jadi naughty.. :P

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